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ive had some long nights. nights that turn into days. ive seen the mornings light far too many times. nights have lasted days. those days turned into months.. then the day breaks with the suns rays. i am forced to live out the following days. those days have lasted months. those months have lasted years.. and i have to face what i brought on.. excuse me the shit ive made. its been said that endless nights bring on endless days. i guess i chose to learn this my own way. right now i want just a day that ends before the sun. without a reminder of the night before.. regretting everything i have done. i want to be sleeping. i wish i was dreaming. dreams dont hold regret. regret is holding me. i just wish my nights would end. i never want to see the sun come up again.