controtiction, mine

weve all been lied to. i dont know if i want to write this. i dont want to feel it.. i dont want to remember it. it takes no more than a an absent mind for half a second to reveal a truth. with a slip of ones fingers they expose themselves. i knew it too well. they told me the lies i wanted to hear. i didnt want to know the truth. feed me the shit i want to taste. i made a habit of letting that happen over and again. i saw what i wanted to see. i looked at the picture in front of the face cause it was easier than knowing the truth. fuck.