controtiction, mine

weve all been lied to. i dont know if i want to write this. i dont want to feel it.. i dont want to remember it. it takes no more than a an absent mind for half a second to reveal a truth. with a slip of ones fingers they expose themselves. i knew it too well. they told me the lies i wanted to hear. i didnt want to know the truth. feed me the shit i want to taste. i made a habit of letting that happen over and again. i saw what i wanted to see. i looked at the picture in front of the face cause it was easier than knowing the truth. fuck.

bonnie ave

chasing the daylight grasping for time. twenty five is when i will end my life. i will get a fist full of pills that i plan to ingest.. but wait let me explain before i tell you the rest. its not because of my mental health. i dont want the attention and i dont want help. its not because of my self loathing or that you would all better off.. even though you would. i think about it alot. it is just.

tunes of mine

i have so much faith in you.

cops

at what point is it worth standing up for what is right and going home at night?

aingsty

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