tention tention tention

it's the clever jokes filled with meaning that fucking kill me. i wish we would talk like we so boastfully say we do. i believe this tension could dissipate with words that lead to an understanding or a change.

mmm so nice

i'm in so so much trouble. so so so worth it. i am 15 at 2965. summer is coming winter is on my heals. i wish i could excuse or hide this smile for just a second but there's no hiding how good this feels. where did this come from? i am 15 at 2965; its a feeling i can't describe.